Nyob rau hauv Cathy Wang tus tshiab tshiab, Tus Imposter Syndrome, ib tug neeg soj xyuas Lavxias tau nce los ntawm cov qib ntawm kev lag luam thev naus laus zis los ua COO ntawm Tangerine (Google riff), thaum ib tus ntawm nws cov underlings pom muaj kev ruaj ntseg, muab kev ua si. Phau ntawv hits rhawv rau lub Tsib Hlis 25th, tab sis EW yuav qhia thawj xya tshooj tshwj xeeb ntawm peb lub vev xaib hauv peb ntu. Nyeem thawj nqe lus hauv qab no.
Thaum twg Lev Guskov ntsib ib tug neeg txaus siab, nws nyiam nug nws niam nws txiv cov lus nug. Yog hais tias cov lus teb tsis meej, nws yuav sau ntawv, thiab yog tias nws xav tias nws yuav mus ntxiv, nws yuav xyuas kom meej tias cov ntaub ntawv keeb kwm ntawm tsev neeg tau ua tiav. Txawm hais tias Leo tsis ntseeg tias cov niam txiv zoo xav tau kev ua haujlwm zoo. Qhov tseeb, hauv nws txoj haujlwm, cov niam txiv phem feem ntau yog cov harbiners ntawm kev vam meej. Kev lees paub ntxov ntawm kev nyuaj siab, kev kov yeej lub roob ntawm kev poob siab thiab kev ntshai, kev pabcuam, kev ntseeg siab thiab kev xav ua kom dhau qhov kev cia siab, yog tias tsuas yog rau kev pom zoo uas yav dhau los tsis lees paub.
Qhov twg nws zaum tam sim no, nyob rau hauv lub tsev kawm ntawv auditorium ntawm ntug dej ntawm Moskva River, Lev yog ib puag ncig ntawm nws niam nws txiv (ob qho tib si zoo thiab phem). Nws tau qaug zog, tso cai tsis txaus siab rau lub neej hauv Moscow: Txoj Kev Moscow Ring Road tau ncua sijhawm ob teev, cov zaub mov kim hauv khw muag khoom noj, tus kws kho mob dermatologist ntawm lub xeev lub tsev kho mob uas tsis kam nyob lig thiab kuaj lub cev - nws nrog cawv rau nws ua tsis taus pa, nws hais tias nws yuav tsum noj su los tsev. Kuv yuav tsum tuag vim nws tus poj niam ua tsis tau ib tug niam tsev. …?
Ob peb xyoos dhau los, Leo tau nyob rau theem hauv chav zoo sib xws nrog nws niam nyob hauv kab rov qab tuav tulips. Ib lub lim tiam tom qab, nws tuaj txog ntawm nees nkaum-zaj dab neeg skyscraper hauv central Moscow rau nws thawj hnub ntawm txoj haujlwm. Nyob rau hauv qhov chaw tos txais muaj tooj dag plaque nrog lub npe: SPb. National Security Service. Lub taub hau ntawm peb qhov loj tshaj plaws Lavxias teb sab kev pabcuam tshwj xeeb.
Nws sov sab nraum tam sim no, uas txhais tau hais tias lub tsev tab tom yuav ua pa. Cov npoj yaig Leo nyob rau hauv yim inning, Pyotr Stepanov, squirmed rau nws sab xis. Peter yog siab thiab nyias, thiab nyob rau hauv lub rooj nyias nyias nws zoo li ib tug riam, nws txiav-tawm caj npab thiab coiled ob txhais ceg tucked zoo nyob rau hauv qhov chaw. "Yuav ua li cas txog qhov no?" Peter nug, gesturing deftly, txawm Leo twb paub tias nws txhais li cas. Blond pem hauv ntej, lub duav ntev plaub hau.
"Koj puas xav tias kuv tsuas yog scan lub ntsej muag?" Petus ntsia tsis pom kev. "Saib nws xim." Hais txog xiav thiab daj sash nyob ib ncig ntawm nws lub xub pwg nyom. Leo muaj nws nyob rau hauv ib lub thawv ntawm lub txee siab hauv nws lub txee dai khaub ncaws.
"Auj, tus txiv neej yooj yim dab tsi." Peter ntsoog rau pem hauv ntej. “Tom qab ntawd qhov muaj peev xwm nthuav dav. Nyob ntawd, lub taub hau liab ntawm sab xis. Saib zoo dua li cov plaub hau daj, thiab txawm tias nyob rau hauv lub tsho xoob koj tseem tuaj yeem qhia tau tias nws muaj lub cev muaj zog. " Leo pom lub taub hau liab thawj zaug rau lwm zaus kuv taug kev thiab pom nws rau tib yam vim li cas Peter tau ua, txawm tias nws tsis hais li ntawd. Hnub Friday dhau los, thaum nws tab tom npaj tawm mus ua haujlwm, Peter coaxed nws mus rau "nres nrawm" ntawm lub tsev so zoo nkauj bar, qhov chaw Leo haus cov dej haus pheej yig tshaj plaws, ib lub raj mis ntawm Georgian dej ntxhia, thiab Peter tau txaj muag heev. trawling. Leo rov qab los tsev tom qab ib tag hmo, qee zaus tseem qaug dej qaug cawv, tsuas yog nrhiav nws tus hluas nkauj Vera Rustamova hauv chav ua noj. Vera yog tus sau xov xwm rau lub xeev xov xwm pawg Central Media ntawm Russia (RCM). Nws muaj lub suab nrov tshaj tawm xov xwm, sib sib zog nqus thiab mos, uas nws tuaj yeem hloov mus rau cov suab nrov tsis pom zoo. "Tsis yog, tsis yog nws."
“Dab tsi, tsis zoo nkauj txaus? Yog tias koj xav tau ib yam dab tsi ntxiv, kuv tsis paub tias nws puas tsim nyog mus yos hav zoov hauv computer science department. "
Peter xav txog nws. “Yog li koj xav ua neeg ruam thiab dab tuag, puas yog? Kuv tsis paub tias koj tab tom ua dab tsi, tab sis lwm zaus koj yuav coj kuv mus rau koj qhov kev tshawb nrhiav."
Leo tsis hnov tus so. Nws caw Peter tsuas yog ua kev sib raug zoo, sib qhia kev zam txim kom tawm hauv chaw ua haujlwm - Leo tsis muaj kev ntiav neeg ua haujlwm tsawg vim nws ua tau zoo xyoo no thiab txhawb nqa ntau yam khoom muaj nqis. Ib tug yog Bashkir thiab tseem nyob hauv kev cob qhia, thaum lwm tus yog cov kwv tij nquag: tus tij laug yog tus kws ua zaub mov ua tiav thiab tam sim no ua haujlwm hauv tsev so London uas nquag siv los ntawm Saudi Royals, thiab nws tus muam ua haujlwm rau kws lij choj hauv St. Leo sawv tag kis no nrog mob taub hau thiab yuav luag tsis twv tuaj.
Tab sis tam sim no nws zoo siab nws tau siv zog. Qab lub scenes: plaub kab ntawm sab laug. Cov plaub hau xim av mos, daj ntseg ntawm daim tawv nqaij, thiab me me, tho qhov muag dub muab nws lub ntsej muag ferocious. Lub sijhawm dhau mus npaum li cas? cuaj xyoo? kaum? Thiab tseem nws paub nws.
Lawv hu lawv lub koom haum tshawb fawb, tab sis qhov tseeb lawv yog cov chaw zov menyuam ntsuag, muaj chaw rau cov menyuam tsis xav tau. Cov tsev qis qis loj nrog cov khoom rusty fittings thiab faded ntaub pua plag, hnyav khau looj plab hlaub thiab lub rooj zaum log rau hauv pem teb, lawv cov tub ntxhais hluas cov tswv wielding tshuab zoo li skaters. Feem ntau ntawm cov chaw tsim khoom no nyob hauv cov nroog loj thiab qee zaum nyob rau sab nrauv ntawm lub nroog loj. Leo thawj zaug ntsib Yulia ntawm kev mus rau ib qho ntawm lawv.
Nws tab tom nrhiav ib tug tub. Cov hlob, uas yog qhov nyuaj vim hais tias cov tub hluas feem ntau yog saws thaum tseem hluas yog tias lawv muaj zog. Txoj haujlwm yog ob qho tib si muag thiab tseem ceeb, suav nrog Canadian Ambassador thiab nws tus poj niam. Lawv yog cov neeg pe hawm Vajtswv, tshwj xeeb tshaj yog tus poj niam, uas qhia nws lub hom phiaj los coj lawv ua ntej lawv rov qab mus rau Ottawa mus tas li: teb Vajtswv txoj kev hu thiab muab qee lub sijhawm rau tus ntsuj plig.
Cov menyuam yaus raug hu mus rau hauv chav sib koom los ntawm tus thawj coj ntawm lub koom haum, tus kws saib xyuas neeg mob decrepit Maria, uas nws lub hnub nyoog tsis tuaj yeem txiav txim siab. Leo hais kom Maria qhia txhua tus kom qhia lawv tus kheej thiab rov hais dua ib kab lus los ntawm lawv phau ntawv nyiam.
Los ntawm qhov kev ua yeeb yam thib cuaj, Leo txoj kev xav tau pib hloov. Nws tuav nws lub ntsej muag, tuav lub qhov muag, thiab tsom ntsoov rau nws tag nrho raws li tus neeg uas nws xav tias zoo tshaj plaws tau nce mus tom ntej, ib tug me nyuam tub nrog straw plaub hau uas loj hlob rau Leo lub hauv siab.
"Kuv lub npe yog Pavel," tus tub pib. “Kuv nyiam phau ntawv yog tus txiv neej xiav. Nws muaj cov leeg thiab nws tuaj yeem ya tau. " Pavel kaw nws ob lub qhov muag zoo li conjuring li dluab. "Kuv tsis nco qab ib lo lus."
Ib yam li Leo tab tom yuav tawm mus, nws xav tias qhov kov thiab tig mus nrhiav tus ntxhais. Nws luv luv, nrog cov plaub muag nyias dai rau ntawm lub puab tsaig thiab lub qhov ntswg flattened, tuab thiab cov pob muag tsis pom zoo ua rau nws zoo li vwm. “Koj tuaj yeem coj kuv mus rau ntawd.
"Kuv tab tom nrhiav ib yam dab tsi hnub no," Leo hais tias, sab hauv grimacing thaum nws pom tau hais tias nws suab zoo li tus neeg tua tsiaj tsis kam ib daim nqaij. “Thov txim. Tej zaum lwm zaus. "
"Kuv tuaj yeem ua tau zoo," nws hais yam tsis tau txav mus. “Kuv txaus siab heev rau kev ua haujlwm zoo. Kuv yuav tsis hais qhov uas Povlauj ua. Koj muaj cai tso nws tseg.”
Nws txaus siab los ntawm nws cov lus. "Pavel tsis yog tib tug tub" "Koj tuav koj lub nrig thaum koj mloog zoo. Koj tau ua nws thaum pib thaum Sophia leaned rau tshuaj yej. Nws tsuas hnav lub tsho tiv no thaum peb muaj qhua, koj paub. "
Nyob rau hauv ib qho instant, Leo ncua nws txhais tes qab nws nraub qaum. Nws maj mam tso mus, zoo li tsis zoo. Nws txhos caug thiab ntxhi hais tias, "Koj hais tias koj ua tau, tab sis koj tsis paub tias kuv yuav nug txog txoj haujlwm zoo li cas."
"Koj lub npe hu li cas?" Nws pom Sophia, tus poj niam V-caj dab nto moo, hovering nyob ze, ob qho tib si ceeb toom thiab muaj kev cia siab; nws paub tias nws xav tau cov txiv neej, tab sis tsis hais poj niam los txiv neej, lub koom haum tau them nyiaj rau txhua tus menyuam uas tau txais los ntawm Lub Tuam Tsev Yim Yim.
Ib tug duab ntxoov ntxoo hla nws lub ntsej muag. "Kuv nyob ntawm no tag nrho kuv lub neej," nws tshem nws caj pas. "Koj paub, kuv tuaj yeem hu nkauj."
“Tsis txhob ua. Yeej tsis muaj ib txoj hauv kev los xyaum lwm yam lus. Nws yog ib lub tswv yim zoo heev. " Nws sawv, tsis kam, thiab patted nws taub hau. "Tej zaum pom koj tom qab."
Nws coj ib kauj ruam me me thiab deftly tsis kam nws kov. “Thaum twg?” “Kuv tsis paub. Tej zaum lwm xyoo. Los yog lwm tus. "
Tam sim no lawv tau zaum ntawm lub ntsej muag hauv chav tom qab NSA lub khw muag khoom siv tshuab. Qhov no yog Leo qhov chaw tsis raug cai - tsis muaj leej twg hauv chav haujlwm nyiam siv nws, vim nws nyob deb, hauv Mitino. Tau ntau xyoo, nws tau rov tsim kho qhov chaw: nws khaws daim duab sib tw ntawm tus thawj tswj hwm tam sim no yog tias nws tuaj txog thiab nws tsis ua, nws tshem tawm Gorbachev cov khib nyiab, txawm hais tias nws yuam kev nws tsuas yog ib daim ntawv loj loj nrog ib daim duab tas luav haus cawv. Kev phem tawm tsam koj lub cev thiab tus ntsuj plig tau sau rau hauv qab, thiab Leo qee zaus hu nkauj, nchuav cawv rau nws tus kheej thiab Vera. Gollum.
“Koj puas nco qab pom kuv?” Nws txav mus, thiab lub rooj zaum ua suab tsis zoo rau hauv pem teb. "Qhov ntawd tau ntev dhau los."
"Yog," Julia hais, thiab Leo tau siv sijhawm los kawm nws kom zoo. Hmoov tsis zoo, Julia tsis yog hom menyuam yaus uas nws lub ntsej muag loj hlob (txawm hais tias hauv Leo txoj kev paub, qhov nyuaj tshaj plaws ua haujlwm tsis yog lub hnub nyoog kaum xyoo zoo meej). Nws tau hnav khaub ncaws hnav tsoos tsho liab liab zoo li tus ntxhais hluas, thiab nws nqa ib lub hnab ntawv ntawm cov zaub mov uas Leo tau tswm ciab ntawm cov qhob cij kub thiab cheese. Sloykas, nws hais. Lub plab qws.
“Nws puas tseem zoo li no?” Txawm hais tias nws paub cov lus teb, los ntawm tam sim no - ib lub lim tiam tom qab kawm tiav - nws muaj cov ntaub ntawv tiav rau nws.
"Thiab koj paub tias SPB ua dab tsi." Saib xyuas nws kom zoo, vim qhov no yog qhov uas ib feem ntawm nws lub peev xwm nthuav tawm. Txawm hais tias thawj zaug tau txais kev zoo siab, hnov ib yam dab tsi txog lawv lub npe tiag tiag thiab cov npe pib zoo li ua rau lawv rov xav txog. Txawm lawv ua haujlwm hnyav npaum li cas rau SPB, lawv tuaj yeem txuas ntxiv ntawm nws lub qhov muag thiab lawv cov kev txhaum tsis raug kaw.
“Yog. Ces koj xav li cas?” Nws lub suab nyuaj, zoo li nws tsis khoom nrog ntau tus neeg tuaj ntsib thiab ua tiav qhov kev xam phaj, txawm tias Leo paub zoo dua. Yog tias Julia tau kawm tiav nrog kev qhuas, nws yuav muaj peev xwm tau txais txoj haujlwm hauv lub tuam txhab kev sib txuas lus, tej zaum txawm tias muaj ntau lub tebchaws, tab sis nws daim ntawv pov thawj qib siab tau lees paub tias cov sijhawm zoo li no raug kaw.
“Tam sim no tsis muaj dab tsi. Koj yuav tsum tau ua cov ntaub ntawv kev ruaj ntseg, ua ntej kev cob qhia. Tom qab ntawd, kuv xav tias thawj qhov tseem ceeb yuav yog kev cob qhia lub suab. "
Thoob plaws hauv nws txoj haujlwm, Leo tau ua haujlwm nrog ntau tus txiv neej thiab poj niam uas yuam kev sib npaug ntawm tus cwj pwm tsis zoo nrog lub hwj chim. Tam sim no nws paub tias nws yog qhov zoo tshaj kom tshem tawm txoj kev ntseeg ntawd ib zaug. "Txoj kev koj hais yog unbearable."
Julia winced. Muaj kev ntsiag to, thiab nws ntsia hauv pem teb. "Yog tias koj xav tias kuv cov lus tsis zoo, yog vim li cas koj thiaj nrhiav kuv?" thaum kawg nws nug, blushing. "Vim nws tsis yog hais txog kuv qhov tsos."
Leo hais tias, "Kuv xav tias koj yog ib tus poj niam pheej hmoo," txhob txwm siv lo lus "poj niam." "Qhov ntawd, ntxiv rau kev muaj tswv yim, yog qhov kuv xav tau."
“Qhov kuv ua rau kuv txoj haujlwm yog tsim pob. Ib pob humanized rau ib lub hom phiaj tshwj xeeb. Kuv xav kom koj ntseeg yam tsis muaj kev poob siab; qhov teeb meem tsis yog nyob rau hauv koj lub suab, tab sis nyob rau hauv txoj kev koj hais. Tsis muaj elegance. nyob rau hauv lub koom haum ntev heev vim hais tias thaum peb xub ntsib, nws tsis yog tag nrho cov phem ntawd. "
"Kuv hu zaj nkauj ntawd," nws hais, thiab Leo paub tias nws yuav tsum nco ntsoov yuav luag txhua yam ntawm lawv thawj zaug kev sib tham. Tej zaum nws tau hlub txoj kev cia siab rau ntau xyoo uas nws yuav rov tshwm sim dua. "hauv lus Askiv."
“Yog lawm, thiab koj cov kev txawj lus tau zoo heev. Nrog tus kws qhia los txhim kho koj cov lus, koj yuav luag paub. Koj yuav tsis tau tshem ntawm koj lub suab tag nrho, tab sis koj yuav xav tsis thoob ntawm qhov koj tuaj yeem ua tiav nrog kev cob qhia hnyav. ”
Nws tos Julia nug vim li cas lus Askiv tseem ceeb, tab sis nws txwv nws tus kheej. “Tom qab ntawd qhia kuv tias kuv yuav yog tus kws qhia suab thiab kuv yuav kawm lus Askiv zoo. Yog li cas?
“Tej zaum peb ua kev cob qhia ua haujlwm. Tsis muaj kev lav phib xaub. Hauv txhua theem, koj qhov kev ua tau zoo raug ntsuas. "
Nws tuav nws taub hau. “Yog tias koj npaj txhij, koj yuav pib theem tom ntej. Ua haujlwm rau peb lub tebchaws, zais cia, txawv tebchaws ”…
“Okay, qhov twg?” muaj kev mob siab rau hauv nws txoj kev xav paub. Nws tsuas yog menyuam yaus xwb, Leo xav. Ruam, tab sis tseem yog menyuam yaus.
“Peb tuaj yeem txheeb xyuas lub nroog tom qab. Peb muaj cov neeg nyob hauv Berkeley thiab Stanford. Kom tau txais vixaj, koj yuav tsum tso npe rau hauv cov kev kawm tiav. "
"Dab tsi, koj tsis xav tias internet lom zem?" "Kuv tsis yog hom neeg uas ntsia lub computer txhua hnub."
“Zoo, tej zaum koj tuaj yeem ntxiv kev nyiam ua. Ib tug tshiab boom los. Kuv xav kom koj pib lub tuam txhab thev naus laus zis. Lub tuam txhab Silicon Valley tiag tiag nrog lub hauv paus hauv zos. "
“Yog. Tus neeg ua si txaus txaus nyiam nyiam cov tub ua lag luam zoo. Cov neeg ua lag luam yuav yog qhov tseem ceeb, tshwj xeeb tshaj yog thaum pib. Los ntawm lawv koj yuav tau txais cov lus pom zoo los ntawm lwm tus neeg ua lag luam, cov neeg koom tes - lub hauv paus ecosystem, yog li hais. Ib feem ntawm qhov system. Peb hu nws ua tus choj. " Sab nraud tuaj lub horns thiab clanging ntawm cov chaw tsim kho. Tej zaum lub metro, Leo xav, yeej ib txwm tau cog lus tias yuav tsim. Nws tos Julia cov lus teb, uas nws xav tias yog qhov zoo. Nws nco txog thawj zaug nws ua pa tawm hauv huab cua sab nraum San Francisco, qhov qab zib ntawm nws lub ntsws - nws tau siv sai sai, thiab tom qab ntawd coj nws mus txog thaum nws rov qab los hauv lub dav hlau. Tab sis Julia tsis tau luag nyav los yog lwm yam kev mob siab rau, tsuas yog rub ntawm nws caj dab. Nws fiddled nrog paj rwb ntaub plaub nrog nws txhais tes, nws ob lub qhov muag qhib thiab tsau rau ntawm lub rooj. "Koj pom kuv cov qhab nia," nws hais.
"Hum," nws ua pa. “Tom qab ntawd koj twb paub lawm tias kuv tsis muaj txuj ci. Ib ntus, kuv xav tias txawm tias kuv tsis nyiam kuv chav kawm, kuv tuaj yeem kawm nyuaj, tab sis qhov ntawd tsis txaus. "
Leo xav tsis thoob: nws tsis xav kom nws lees nws qhov tsis txaus ntseeg. Tab sis qhov ntawd tsuas yog txhais tau tias nws muaj cai ntau dua txog nws qhov tsim nyog raws li lub cuab tam. Yog, nws yog qhov zoo kom muaj lub khoos phis tawj ntse, tab sis tus neeg zoo li no tsis tas xav ua haujlwm - txawm li cas los xij, cov neeg nyob nruab nrab hauv Teb Chaws Asmeskas yog ze rau cov neeg txawj ntse.
“Kuv tsis xav tau tus kws tshaj lij. Tsuas yog qee qhov kev txawj ntse. Ua haujlwm hnyav, koj tsuas yog qhia kuv tias koj yog dab tsi."
“Tsis muaj. Koj yuav ua txhua yam no. Ua ib lub tuam txhab thiab coj nws” “Tab sis kuv twb tau hais rau koj lawm, kuv tsis tuaj yeem ua haujlwm tsis tau” “Tsis txhob txhawj txog nws” Nws ntsia nws lub moos. Hlau
Post lub sij hawm: Sep-15-2022